It's not glamorous, it's lonely.

As you start changing, everything around you starts changing.

It's not even fun in the beginning.

And so you'd either have to have an incredible amount of hope or a ridiculous amount of inspiration and delusion, or you have to be in so much pain that the alternative to continuing this pain that you're in is to try something different because it's the only thing that might be slightly less painful than what you're doing..